January 2011
I still hate it when girls compare me to other...
I’m not like them. I’m fucking different. Don’t assume just because you don’t know the boyfriend side of me. Get off!
December 2010
Finally..
5:43am
Things I do for music..
Still up at 5:30am trying to find the missing tracks I don’t have from Graffiti The Deluxe Edition..
Just watched "Easy A"
Thoughts? Well something we or I, already know. Emma Stone is fucking hot! But other than that..the end made me realize a lot of things.
I am THAT guy, nobody just knows it yet. Just like Todd. I want to bump Death Cab in my car while rollin’ down anywhere. Just adventures everyday. Love songs for days while rollin’ with her. She’d be my world.. <3
This thing with me right...
I want to
steal a girl from her family. (: & just have her on my hip at all times like we were born connected by the hip. :D That’d be the life..
I wish someone read my blog & come up to me saying, “oh hey I’m an angel. Let me save you.”
What's wrong with me?
I feel like nobody wants me. I feel like an arc reactor except unstable..
If a genie could grant me one wish...
I’d either be to find the love of my life or be with Taylor Swift forever.
I’d probably pick Taylor Swift. Two birds with one stone. Win. <3
I fucked everything up
Friend wise. I don’t think about things, I jump into them & that’s what fucks me up.
New Years Resolution;
-Don’t be stupid.
-Let it heal.
-Find a job.
-Do better in school.
-Find Her. <3
-Think things through.
I can legitly say
FUCK people. Emphasis on the FUCK.
Sometimes..
I feel homo knowing the fact that I love the music Drake makes. I guess it’s cos the majority of his fans are females. He’s ugly anyways.
Music’s universal.
I never knew someone could really sleep ALL day.
She proves me wrong yet again. <3 (:
I LOVE falling asleep on the phone!
Just hearing Her snore makes it all better. <3
I hate how Facebook puts everything on BLAST.
Renamed, Remade
Here’s to a new start, Cassandra!
Me & Nicki Nicki bout to get married today.
Imma bad bitch;
I ain’t never been a mixed breed!
Yuck
I’ve really been fucking up these past few daysss.
Tired kitty;
Meow.
I ain't trippin' on nothing
I’m sippin’ on somethin’!
Listen
I saw that she needed life so I put my heart in it
Then she squeezed it & ate it up.
Repeat.
I believed in it once again. I don’t think it ever was gonna happen. My word of the day yesterday was revelation. I had so much to think about & just where I was at with myself. I can’t let anyone get me down. I’m not suppose to feel like this. They aren’t suppose to make me feel like this. Two songs have basically pointed the way for me; Firework & Fall For Your...
My heart, it aches
But it won’t regret it later.
I wish someone said I was the best boyfriend...
Sighh.
I don’t know what to do. I’m lost. Especially now that her phones broken & we hardly get to talk. I want to believe we can do this & pull through. She already said she’s given up so much for me. I just need someone there for me all the time & she’s just not doing it for me right now. I need someone physically there for me & this is suppose to happen I know....
My life is spiraling downwards out of control right now & iunno whether I should stop it or not..
Majority of my friends are girls & are still in...
Depressing.
So many fucking distractions..
Cuffin';
a mixure of “cupcake” and “muffin,” both delicious food used to describe a fuckable and incredible looking boy.Girl 1: “Oh mah gahd, Jake is such a cuffin!” Girl 2: “Ohhhh yeah, I’d tap that.”
Sometimes I just need someone to fucking talk to..
Dec 1,2010
I’m so deep in my life. Five days till I’m 19. Nineteen! For Christ fucking sake! That’s after 18 which is when you graduate high school! Oh my fucking god!!! On the bright side, I get to shave tomorrow morning & I see my Christine-y baby in two weeks. <3 Life will be good after I pass my finals.. Lesss get it!